A little explanation

Blogging for me began as a form of therapy.
It turned into more of a hobby and entertainment.
I enjoy sharing my life and I have made a tremendous amount of friends in this arena.

But I know there are those of you who read, because you know, or have known me IRL, and you're interested in what's going on with me. That's okay too, because I know who the hell you are...(you know, when you move temporarily, your IP address changes and states your new location.)

Let's just say that I've had a few things going on in my life that I wasn't ready to share, but without sharing them, I can't blog, because I blog about what's going on in my life.

I don't want to assume that everyone who reads my blog gives a rats ass about what I'm doing, perhaps you just read because my life is more fucked up than yours and therefore entertaining.

I'll just put it out there and be done with it. I don't want to discuss it any further but I want to be able to get back to my therapeutic entertaining hobby. Okay?

LBCG and I broke up several weeks ago, at Christmas to be exact.
It was something that had been happening for a long time and it was time for that relationship, as it was, to be over. I would have liked to have continued to support her and help her through things as a friend, but that doesn't seem to be an option. She has a lot of her own things that she needs to work through and those things had been destroying me for a long time. I was not happy where I was and finally made a decision to take care of myself. It was very difficult but I was no longer able to be in the dynamics of the vortex of that relationship.

I've been spending a lot of time reflecting and working things out for myself.
I'm fine and good, and it's okay.
I hope that she is fine and good too, and I'm sorry if she is hurting or sad.
But I needed to move on.

So let's move on, shall we?