Cross your fingers, think good thoughts

I have had a very good weekend with some great opportunities that I really hope I don't blow.

I was contacted by someone to do a little restaurant job for them; they wanted me to be a secret shopper. No problem, I can do that except that they don't have a program in place. So I offered to write a report and help develop that program. Great.

Then I get an email basically stating that they want my resume and an outlined, detailed job description of what I would like to do for their company.

Hello? Is that a fucking dream come true? Someone basically says, "tell me what you want to do for my company..."

So I put a lot of thought into it and came up with a pretty good comprehensive outline of a job I could do for them now, ramping into a more responsible position as the growth of the company dictates. (Thanks to Shelly who gave me some good info...!)

I sent it off to him in an e-mail just five minutes ago with my resume and a nice letter where I used big fancy words and sounded very important (and like I knew what I was talking about!)

Now I'm just sick to my stomach with anticipation of what he will think and where this will go. Please send me your good thoughts and send good energy that the universe will work this out exactly how it's supposed to work and I will be OKAY!!!!!

This could be my ticket to a job that I really like, am good at, and I can somewhat customize around my children and home. It also means I won't feel so dependent on XH and can feel independent and whole for the first time in eleven years.

I need you all and your good mojo.
Please bring it!